DEB

Like the wave of an ocean So cool & yet so calm I was drawn towards you, You were like a magnet Drawing me closer to you Like the wave that sweeps The sand into the sea You swept me of my feet And locked me in the ocean of your love, It was a tidal lust and that passion and emotions That came wave after wave. We were laughing, playing and enjoying The game of love in our life The illusions of love were so exciting That I was submerged in your love. But was is that unfateful day When an ill wind blew my love away I felt ripped like the angry sea And was torn into two I stand deeply submerged in love Not knowing where to go or what to do? Was it a Tidal Love?

Sometimes, I guess I can be creative, but just sometimes Sometimes, I feel on top of the world, Sometimes, I feel like I'm all alone, Sometimes, my life is spiraling out of control, Sometimes, my heart, I swear stops beating, Sometimes, my heart is so full it could burst, Sometimes, I feel like I've got it under control, sometimes I just dont want to talk to anyone sometimes I dont want to hear anything sometimes I cant do anything right Sometimes I want to laugh Sometimes I want to cry Sometimes I want to live Sometimes I want to die Sometimes when I am sad and I watch the wind sway reeds by the water And there are days I feel exhausted Almost like I have been combusted But that’s only sometimes

Behind the locked door was once a house that had seen the sunshine of many different years. a house that had seen some happiness a house that had seen tears. This lovely house now seems so empty Since you left with last goodbyes. The smiles and talk, the happy laughs Echo above the lonely sighs Whether leaves are green in springtime snow leaves lightly on the ground This old house will hold the memories behind the locked door.

My heart begins to race; I can feel the rush of adrenaline. As your palms perspire and my mouth goes dry, I feel the butterflies in my stomach. I am keenly aware that this is the moment I have prepared for. I gaze at you and see that your eyes are watching me with anticipation. After a deep inhale and a slow exhale I begin…..

How can anyone be lonely With so many people on this planet Who would love a kind word From someone like you. Why am I feeling very much lonely? What's wrong with me? I don't know. Seems all my friends have disappered. These are lazy days And lonely nights Am looking for a lonely star who would keep me company